Even The Sky Weeps :'(

No, it's not because DAP lost to BN for The Seats that I am sad about, and no, it's not because BN uses such dirty tactics to win this election (don't deny it! evidence is abundant among cyberspace and the community! ><) that makes me all depressed, even though it did a little :P It's because of the government, I feel that we Malaysians are more divided than ever :'(

      They say 1Malaysia, they say all races united and one, but...why do they keep telling us to be grateful that they're letting us non-Bumiputeras stay in this country? Why do they still refer to us as immigrants? Isn't that all in the past? Aren't we all Malaysians now? Why do I - we - still feel as though we were not treated equally? We all are still referred to as Malays, Chinese and Indians, not Malaysians. Chinese go back to China. So Indians back to India issit? >< 

      I can't believe that they're calling us protesters "The Chinese Tsunami" >< Now THAT'S racist >< We just feel that the elections are unfair. I mean, hello? Phantom votes? Really? And it's not only the Chinese who protested, you know ><

      And because we protest so much, now some of the Malays really have a bad impression on us :( Worse. Maybe not all, but somehow feels like most. I don't want to believe that Malays are racist, or us Chinese are racist. And what about the Indians? Why do I always feel as if it's just these two major races at war? Why can't we all stop this and REALLY interact with one another as equals? Instead of listening to all those terrible stereotypes and jump to conclusions? I don't believe that all are that bad. I mean, I have awesome teachers! They're not bad at all! And I've also met some Malays, they're really nice! No more different! We're all human, after all! Made up of flesh, blood and bone! Or maybe because they encountered some who are not so good and that made them think that way? Sigh! No matter what colour we are, there're bound to be some who're not good company, but don't let that get you to assume that all are like that.

       I keep hearing about how the government only help the Malays more than they help others because we are "different", because we're only "a waste of space", that this land isn't ours and that they're nice enough to let us stay. And then you have some of the Malays who say that we Chinese are ungrateful and that if it wasn't for the government, we'd be going back to the slums of China by now (actually, China's really nice, I miss that place, especially the hotels! TT^TT). Is this what they're implying? That we non-Malays should go back to our original countries? That this is MALAYsia? That we shouldn't complain and whine because we're in their territory?

      I'm SICK of this >< I don't want to see us disunited like that. Everyone has their ugly side, but no one's perfect! The government keeps on saying that they'll ensure peace in this multiracial country. So why are we still in this situation? Why do they still tell us to bersyukur? Is it because of the past? Do you really have to remind us of history? It feels as if we owe them or something. That really makes them all hypocrites then ><

     It's not that we're anti-Malays. It's not that we're an ungrateful bunch of pimps. Grey flags do not mean we vandalize and tarnish the pride of Malaysia. We voice out because we want equality as well. Heck, the whole WORLD wants it. We humans are just too prejudiced, and it's unfortunately in our nature to be racist, just because others are different. Well, this is stupid! And us Chinese! Just because the other races call us names, we shouldn't fight tooth with tooth or something like that. That'll make it even worse, and us no different! Karma, people! We really should set aside our differences and accept each other. Isn't that why we study Moral? Toleransi! Sikap keterbukaan! If the Big Leaders can't even do that, what's the point of getting an A+ for the subject? >< Then it'll be up to US to show them that we're on the right path. 

      The main obstacle is not the Chinese, nor the Malays. Not even the Indians o.O It's the GOVERNMENT! Their messages and motives really rile people up. Really, their actions are ambiguous >< They want us Chinese to leave that badly? Are we really taking up space? But we're born here as well! Our rights can't be denied just because our ancestors moved to here and that we're not originally from here. We love Malaysia as well, and this is why we protest. We're not here to cause trouble. It's because of politics that we fight for stupid, petty reasons. Do not mix patriotism with politics! That's bullshit if you do!

     So take a stance! Don't let racism, sexism and other -isms cloud your vision and blind your sense of rationality. Open your eyes! Be more open-minded and think of both good and bad ways instead of being so biased on one idea. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions, but let's hear others out and think about it. Because things may not be as it seems to be. The world and its ideology are just as ambiguous, there's no one-way ticket to the Truth o.O

     If this continues, then the future generation is doomed TT TT No wonder so many people migrate to elsewhere >< This is a really bad sign indeed! Malaysia CAN'T fall like that QAQ And don't tell me bout Malaysia being Banlgasia or Penangites being Penangites and not Malaysian anymore >< We are retreating further into one side of the shell.

     I wish not to fight. I wish not to disrupt peace between all races. I wish I may, I wish I might, I wish for everyone to be united, forever, day and night. BN or DAP, doesn't matter, as long as them politicians know the error of their ways, like, oh I don't know, CORRUPTION? I hope all this crisis will end soon QAQ 

     All right, I guess I'm done ranting and sharing my thoughts >< Tomorrow's a school day. Oh the joy ._. Oyasumi, everyone! Remember, like Jet Li does it, start small, then it'll be for all!